Damn It

Okay so my test results are back. Do I know the results? Why hell no! I called this morning aroun 11:30 am. The nurse (I love my doctor but his nurse could use some compasion) told me that the doctor was looking over the results deciding what to do and then she would call me back. Well as you can tell, it is now 3:15 and still no phone call. I am really gettin anxious. I am trying so hard to save that last test. Its a CBE digital. I really want to test. I actually feel the same today that I did yesterday. A little more tired and nauseous. I have a few food aversions, cheetos. I can't even stand to type the name. It makes me want to gag. The smell and even the look of them. If they don't call me before 4:30. Im gonna call them back again. I am trying to be patient, but my nurse I guess just doesn't understand what those results can do to my life. They can change it completely!!!!! I am driving myself crazy. I can't concentrate on my work or my homework. Damn it!