Okay I am now 11 DPO. I am going freakin nuts! I have been feeling like sh*t. I am extremely tired, I am nauseous, I am starving, I am bloated, I feel twinges and "pulling" in my pelvic area. I am moody and a couple days ago I had a sore throat, however it wasnt like a usual sore throat, it was like the lymph nodes were swollen. I just can't stay awake. I was trying to study last night and I was nodding off around 1130, 1200 at night. That is so unusual for me. I am usually willing to stay up forever. Then I woke up this morning to study and I was still so tired that I went back to sleep and then I was almost late for school. I just dont know. I am a testing freak and I have taken 4 HPT's now. Of course they were all negative. I have one more but I'm gonna try to save it for as long as I can. I had my blood drawn monday afternoon. I am dying for the results. I want to know if all the stuff I'm experiencing is psychological or actual pregnancy symptoms. I know that the first cycle usually doesnt work. But I am hoping and hoping and praying and praying. The doctor said that the results would prolly be here later today or tomorrow. I am trying to study for class but its hard to concentrate. I am exhauseted and I can't study because I am worried about the results. Uggggggghhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
Okay, I just had to get that out of my system. I will post the results of my lab work if I get it back today.
About Me
- wannabemama
- Been TTC since October of 2005. We decided that if it happens it happens and it never happened. So that brings us here. Blogging helps me deal with the emotional issues with infertility. The new doc and better insurance hopefully produces and healthy baby for us.