Not The Safest Route

Not the safest route to take these meds, lol. Without doctor supervision, but he didnt really observe me the first time I took them so I guess its pretty much the same. I was thinking a while back, my insurance is gone and so Im not having the weight loss surgery for a while, why not go a head and use the rest of my pregesterone and clomid? Im just tired of not having a child of my own. Since I have been diagnosed, I have seen my step children have kids, and get pregnant. Why the hell can't I? Im starting to get depressed again. I don't like it. So anyway this is my last chance until I graduate and get some good insurance again. Yesterday was the first day of the clomid so wish me luck!

Ups and Downs

Seems that my life is full of severe ups and downs. So since starting nursing school I have had to quit my job that I loved so much because they wouldnt work with my schedule for school. I wasnt gonna give up my schooling for a job. We are in so much debt right now our bills are at least a month behind if not more. We are arguing because with as rigid and difficult as this nursing program is there's no way I can work and pass. Even though Im trying to find a job to only work a few hours a week for a little bit of extra money. So because I lost my job along with all my benefits. Bye bye lap band surgery! Ugh! Dammit, it seems like im never gonna catch a break! But anyway I have more homework to do I just thought it was about time I update. Well till next time.