Alrighty Then

Okay so H is doing fine now. He has had a little bit of pain but not a whole lot. He has been off work and is itchin to get back. So I finally started bleeding. YAY! That means that I get to start the clomid today actually. I had some light spotting about 2 days ago and a little heavier yesterday and today. But the doc said any bleeding is considered a period. I am sooooooo excited. I kinda hope I have the mood swings I've been told about. I don't know. So yeah my doggie is preggo. She is about 3 weeks now. In the next couple of weeks I should be able to feel the puppies move. I have to admit, I am a little jealous of her. =/

Whew!

Okay so everything worked out pretty good. We got the loan for our bills, finally! And yeah, H is having surgery today for his sinuses. I'm a little worried. But I will be okay and so will he. He is having the lining of his ethmoid and spheniod and maxillary sinuses removed, the ethmoids are being made into one big sinus and he is having his deviated septum straightened. Also, last night we went to a bar-b-q and by accident I got trashed. I was drinking it slow but it hit me and then I had 3 shots of vodka......whoooooo yeah i was felling pretty good. I am actually still feeling it right now this morning. So yeah. Im still a little toasted. Anyway we have to go to the store before his surgery and get him some pj bottoms cuz believe it or not he doesnt own any. Yeah so I better get off here and sober up cuz I have to drive him. We have to be there at 11am and his surgery is at 1pm. so yeah I will update on how he is doing. I guess thats enough for now.

Soooooo Screwed.......... And Not In A Good Way

Okay yeah I was very bad this week about dividing our money amongst our bills and now I have been running ragged trying to find a place to give us a loan. We still have 3 more bills to pay and his down payment for his surgery that he's having on Friday. Wow, I was just an idiot this week. I'm so mad at myself. I am very moody latley and I have been off the progesterone and havent started the clomid yet. I'm not supposed to start them until AF shows up. And she hasnt shown up. Anyway, I am jsut stressing out. When H was with his ex-wife they apparently burned every single loan place in this city. Its frustrating. I can't get a signature loan cuz I haven't been on my job for 6 months. I can't get another kind because my credit is awful. So yeah I really don't know what to do. My best friend can't help us like she could because she was forced to resign from her job so she is jobless right now. I have nowhere to turn. I have 2 more places to try and if they say no then we are completely screwed! Ugh......I guess things can't go good for a long period of time. :( Damn!!!!!

Dang

I had no clue what to use as the title. Anyway, I tortured myself and bought some baby stuff the other day. I bought a cute yellow baby blanket and a frame for the sonogram and a pregnancy journal. I don't know that I should do that, but it helps my "cravings". I finished the progesterone on friday and still haven't began bleeding. I am wondering if I should call the doctor and talk to the doctor instead of the nurse who was so rude the last time. But anyway, Im at work so I guess I better get back to work. LOL I might write later on if I have time.

Rude Office Assitants

Okay so yeah I have a wonderful doctor, but his office assitants could use a lesson in manners. I calles yesterday to ask about my progesterone and when I should start bleeding. Well, she was really rude and told me that I could or could not bleed up to 2 weeks after I stop taking the progesterone. So yeah I guess that put me at ease a little, but then I was so anxious to bleed so I could takt the clomid. But oh well.....Ive waited this long I guess I can wait a little longer. Im trying not to get toooo excited because I dont want to be too upset and depressed if this doesnt work. But anyway, I guess I am gonna go back to sleep. I am getting a little sleepy now. Later.

Fertility Meds

Okay so I am really excited because without any questions or lectures my gyno gave me a rx for progesterone and clomid. FINALLY!!!!! After all these years I am on the right track to finally become a mommy! I have never been so excited to start a period in my life. LOL! I am getting a little worried. I have been on the progesterone for 4 days and the doc said I should bleed about day 3. I am confused. I havent started bleeding yet. I know I might be freakin out over nothing. And yeah, so I am just really excited. H and I are doing much better. We celebrated our 3 year anniversary a couple days ago. I can't believe its only been 3 years. So yeah, if anyone does read my blog can ya'll tell me if this is normal with progesterone, cuz I really dont know. Thanks.