Looking Up

Well I finally got a really great job. I am a nurse aid at a veteran's hospital. It is freakin awesome. I love this job. The pay and benefits are awesome. So I have an appointment with a great gynecologist in a week. I also have an appointment with a reproductive endocrinologist in August. He is the only one in the are for a good ways. So I am hoping.....I have lost some weight. At my heaviest I was 315 lbs. Now I am 278lbs. But thats not enough for some doctors. Hopefully I can get on the right dosage and kind of medicine that I need to get this PCOS under control. I dont have the baby fever as bad as I used to. I guess I am getting better at this. I hope im not getting to used to it. I am going back to school this summer. Hopefully, if everything goes right I will be graduating as an LVN in Dec of 2010. I am taking Nutrition this summer and Human A&P in the fall. then I will hopefully get accepted into the program in Spring of next year. I am sooooooo excited. I cant wait to finally be a nurse and hopefully a mommy too.

Oh and to address the last post. I talked to him for a while but nothing ever came of it. He disappeared into thin air and I havent talked to him since then. DH and I have been through some rough times and we are getting through them. We are seeing a counselor and there have not been any fist fights in 2 months now. We are doing much better. He is working on his issues and is on zoloft. I am working on my issues and trying to be a better wife and he is trying to be a better husband. Every marriage has rough spots. We are planning on renewing our vows in a couple years after we have been together for 5 years. We are going all out with an entire ceremony. I am going to have a dress we are going to have nice rings and everything. I am very excited.